right now I’m thinking about baseball. I fucking hate baseball. but I wish I would’ve played when I was younger. because maybe then I wouldn’t be striking out as much today.
pense a moi la prochaine fois que tu entendra la rumeur des vagues et si elles te disent que tu m’as fait que du mal, t’en fais pas
j’suis la pour ca
I dont know why I’ve been so on edge lately, but I really fucking hope it stops. so sick of being stuck in limbo. getting ignored. falling through the cracks. seems like that’s where I belong. …stuck. I need a break. freedom. a fucking CAR. I need to get out of this rut. going insane stuck here. I’m hurting people here. hurting myself. just keep ripping at these cords until it opens or I fall face first into the ground. this hurts. just keep cutting open the wound. ripping out the sutures. forcing out the silence.
I just need to be held. comforted.
…kissed.
or maybe I should stop being such a little emo kid.





